磨练你的人生

当小人说事道非的时候，你要沉得住气。
当小人妒嫉你的时候，你要学会放开心胸。
当小人希望你生气的时候，你不要哭泣。
当小人希望看见你的懦弱，你要更坚强。
当小人有小动作的时候，你要学会忍耐。

每个公司都有这一类的小人，他们是吃饱撑着的，他们是无所事事的，他们是喜欢比较的。每天只把他们的注意力集中在他们工作范围以外的事。这是美国公司的文化吗？我不喜欢八卦，不喜欢批评别人，只喜欢做好自己。我不喜欢这个工作，也开始不喜欢这里的同事。我努力的坚持在这里，是因为我不想靠别人过日子，在多的苦也只能自己扛下。小人们，今天把我给击败了。我的情绪也崩溃了。今天的教训，只会磨炼我的心胸变得更宽阔，让我变得更坚强。擦干眼泪，继续往前冲。

风寒@1/22/2010

在这个无长的天气，我又一次的被病魔打倒了。可喜的是我和我老公一起生病耶，可恨的是没人来照顾我们。喉咙开始很痒，接着就非常地痛。体温渐渐的上升到100F，开始发烧了。战斗了一天，喉咙就开始咳嗽，流鼻涕。拼了老命，吃了一大维它命和何人何凉茶还是一样。那好吧，今天就让我来冒冒汗，决定跳一下绳出出汗水，可以把身体的寒气赶走。再来就煲个柠檬可乐姜茶，让我的身体出些汗，也希望我会快点好起来。最后，要泡个热水脚好让身体促进血液循环和出一下汗。

这次的风寒，打乱了我的计划，也缭乱了我的生活。只能怪自己不会照顾自己而已，也还没学会独立。谨记天凉的时候，穿多一件衣服和保暖。生病的时候，心情像阴天的气候，吃东西时也是无味觉的。

P/S: 昨晚试了以上的方法，没流汗，都没用。然后泡个热水澡，穿了非常厚的衣服才冒汗。这个方法还管用耶！

除九迎十

2009年回忆起来，是个好迷糊，好莫名其妙，日子过得好浑噩，好迷失方向的一年。这是中年危机吗？哈哈哈，我想应该是吧！2009让我的人生有太多的起伏，笑过，哭过，痛过，跌过，才开始领悟要好好的爱惜自己。

2009年回忆录

• 去了纽约一趟，弄伤膝盖
• 坐姿不对导致脊椎盘突出
• 工作不顺，有很多小人说是道非
• 我有多囊卵巢综合症和息肉，我的北鼻计划又要延迟了。- 为什么会是我？大哭了一场，只剩下悲伤和埋怨。这一次狠狠地摔了一脚，心痛得无法比喻。越是自责，内心越是争扎，无厘头的情绪只让周围的人挂心。我学会了沉默和孤立自己。老公依然默默地在我身边支持我，陪我度过难关。妈妈是我哭诉的对象，也是我的聆听者。那颗难以安定的心也渐渐的平伏了，我也学会如何去面对问题和决解问题。老公，妈妈，我的好朋友，谢谢你们的安慰和心灵上的支持！
• 人生的第一个手术- 孔腹镜手术 - 不知哪来的胆子，去医院动个孔腹镜手术。可能是生病吧，我那可怜的老公当了我的阿四和出气筒。对不起！伤口的疤痕逐渐复合了，我的身体也开始有好的转变，这一刀也是值得的。
• 花一笔钱再看中医，西医，药物，和手术。

回头向2009说再见，转身迎向2010。2010是我期待的转折点，愿一切如我所愿。我还特地买了榴莲蛋糕要好好的庆祝跨年。没有健康就没有快乐，健康是我的致富。在这新的一年，我希望我拥有健康，快乐，梦想的家， 我们待孕的北鼻，还有更多更多的喜悦。

2010的许愿：

• 健康饮食 - 50% 蔬菜，水果，谷类
• 戒甜点，甜饮料
• 早睡早起
• 运动和健身，一星期四次
• 找个称心的工作
• 梦想的家 & 好孕
• 欧洲旅行

没太阳的星期五！

今天，看不见太阳整个天空都是阴暗的。我的心情却没被这样的阴天影响，反而心里瞒期待假日的到来和我的他在一起。两个人随心所欲的到处诳诳，没有目的地，没方向向的驶去也没烦恼的在一起。最简单也是最幸福！

结婚多年来，这是我最快乐的时光。我们彼此相爱，彼起珍惜！希望时间能倒退，我们能学会爱对方多一点。如果能再让我重选一次，我依然还回选择我的他。

好高兴我能找到我的正爱，哪你呢？

Dream !

I have been reading Louis Pang's blog alot lately and I was inspired by his motivation on photography. Through the blog, I was touched and he is a man with lot of passion. "Work with Passion and run further as you can!". Nice words.

I asked myself do I have any dream? I was stunned there for a minute and no answer from me. I have nothing I am passion or in love with. I get myself to familiar with everything that my surroundding frens playing with but I aint getting any expertise.
Sigh! What a loser ?

I should have start planning what I am going after for my life. I should have a dream that I beleive I could get it done. Uh.. I will spending my lazy afternoon to think about this.

Sweet Cake, Sweet Gifts and Sweet Friends !

Today, I am officially turning 30. Yahooooo Time fly! People said women turning 30 is beautiful and I hope we all stay young and pretty(Let's hope!). I got alot of greetings from friends in Houston and also from Malaysia. The best gifts i got today is all your greetings and I love it.

30 is just a begining for another path of my life. I am exciting for this adventure and I hope I could do more and do not waste my times any more. All my b-day wish is a simple and relax day for me. How simple could it be right ?

Last night, my good friends came to my house and throwning a suprise b-day party to me. I kinda sense it for the whole day but not mentioned it out. I could see how nice you guys treated me as a friend and I really feel that I am luckly to have friends like you all. Thanks and I really appreciated it !

My buddy-Hui Fun bought me a cheese cake, it's beautiful and also tasty. I love the cake very much and I really feel touch that she had preparing the cake for me. Thanks again for the cake and your thoughtful care.

Thanks to Helena for getting me a gift and I do really like it. She got me a fruit taste of candle perfume. She is so sweet man.

I would smile when I got a greetings from friend through phone, email , text msg , MSN msg and etc. Thanks for remembering my big day and I know you all care about me as I do.

What would be more happier than having a bunch of good friends with you ? I feel blessing.

To my deareast friends - I miss you all !

Lately I have been so lazy to catching up with my friends in Malaysia. It could be a long distance connection is hard to keep up with and also the buziness of everyone. Some are pregnant ,some are busy with their families and some might be too busy to socialize as well.

Well, I have been tired of calling each people every week over the phone. Sometime I thought of why I haven't get any calls from my friends over the country to say Hello or even chit chat? Aren't friendship is two ways of communications ?

Today, I got an email from San and she is my best friend whom grew up with me. I always treat her like a younger sister although she is grwoning up now. I should thanks her for the true fren feeling with me. Sometime is so hard for me to tell people that I love them but I find a better way to say it here. I do really love all my dearest friends who cheer me up , make me laugh , tease me when I do silly things and etc. When I fall down, you all always there be with me to be strong. Thanks for everything you all have done for me.You all are the best friends I ever met.

I wish I can have get together with you all more times in Malaysia so that we can have alot of funs and laughs together. I still missing the mamak stall chit chat when we have nothing to do at night. I miss the times when we teased someone for the high school rumors..... what a sweet memories in my mind till now.

Stressing day !

I have been stressing out alot lately and mainly is because my career and future bothering me so much. I ain't happy like I used to be and I have been thinking all day long.

I have been placed back to my office about 7th weeks for doing nothing except studying. 7th week is so long for me and I never been on the office that long. I bet no one would like go back to the office since we all know is very boring and tedious place. Once you are back to the office and you have no idea when and which is your next assignment. The worse come to worse is they laying off people from time to time. No body would like to talks and they are worrying who will be the next. What a day ?

They had let go some of my closed coworkers recently. This is one of the reason I am upset lately as well. Sometime, I do hope they will let me go so that I can break the tense. Everyday, I keep asking myself when can I get out of this bad situation? I circling myself with this questions and I become more depressing.

Today, I think this is not healthy for me being so depress. I don't feel being depress will help me. I would like to see the smilling face and happy heart. Nothing I can do in this bad situation and why not I stay optimistic to pray for something good come to me soon?

Please pray for me to get more lucks! Let's hope tomorrow I will be better than today.

Dinner Treat

Yesterday my hubby got some raise and I asked him for a big treat. He said sure and where are we headed to ? I have no thought of anything except Japanese foods. I like go to Sasaki for japanese foods and there are some reasons for it. The owner of the restaurant is Japanese and the chef too. There are always some japanese people come for dinner there and I feel like I am really having authentic japenese foods. The main reason we came to Sasaki is also the food are tasty and they served good quality food.

We have ordered a bendon box that came along with alot of foods and some sushi rolls.We both really enjoyed the foods and we kept asking for more gingers. I am sure we both like Japanese foods so much. Can't wait to go there again althought the bill is expensive.

Lazy and boring Sunday

It has been a while I haven't blogging lately. I guess is time for me to get back on track to update my latest life in US.

Today is sunday and it is a very lazy sunday, outside is windy and cloudy as well. Boon and I were upt late this morning and we went out to get our grocery done by noon.

Lately I am so much addicted to "tapiocal Milk Tea" and I know this milk tea is not a healthy choice drink just that I found it an excuse to let me stay awake. Milk tea might be one of the reason I gained some weight as well. Well, It's time to say good bye to the milk tea from now since I know this is something unhealthy.

Every weekend we don't do much thing like we used to be. We both spend most of the times together and having fun all the times. We hardly hang out with friends these days since everyone is busying on their own stuffs. I guess this is part of the life as we growthing up older and older , we might not keep up with every other friends but only few of them. I have found myself feeling boring while staying here since I don't have any closer friend to hang out with. It's so hard to seek a close friend who has the same thought as you and who will care you so much like you do. People here are more selffish as they need you and they call for help. They don't even bother to ring you when they free or keep up with you what's going on to you recently. Well, nothing much I can do at this moment and I really hope I can find some one who will be my closer friend that can share my happiness and sadness when I need him/her to be here.

This remind me of my close fren who are staying in Malaysia. I understand her very well and we both cherish our friendship so much since college times. She just like my little sister as I always wanted to share everything with her. I know one day I am going back to Malaysia and I will have the good times with her again. I just need to be patient to wait for this happening.

I hope that Boon and I will have a very joyfull weekend as we together. I like my weekend to be fullfill and have some laugh and fun ........

Our Wedding @ Malaysia

Jan 19 2008 is our wedding date and we flew back to Malaysia and had our wedding there. It has been a great times to meet up all the closer relatives, friends and family in one place.

We were back to KL and Johor for preparing all the stuffs right before wedding and we had alot of arguments right between. Luckly everthing was under control and it worked well.

We did follow the traditional wedding ceremony and the whole ceremony was not that complicated. Thanks to my best friend suzy for helping out all the things and get them done. Without her, I could not believe I will get my wedding ceremony done.

I do really enjoy my wedding date as much as my husband and the rest of my good buddies who came down to JB. I was so touched that alot of them actually showed up on my big date. It's really mean something to me. Here is my words " Thank you and thank you again!".

P/S: Thanks to my lovely hubby who understand me and love me.

Ping Pong day

It's amazing to me that Schlumberger provides a lot of indoor activities to their employees. There are Wii game, Pool table, Foosball table, Ping Pong table and Yoga class. It's a very nice environment for the employees to spend a little times for having some fun during the working days.

It's Friday now. Not much works on the work place and we all sneaked out for our favourite exercise game - Ping Pong. I do like Ping Pong since I was a kid and I don't really play well in Ping Pong.

I never know Indian, American or etc can play ping pong very well. All I saw from the TV is only Chinese people playing this ping pong. What a lousy thought.

After losing the several games in a row, I do feel so sad about it. I don't like being a loser and what can I do to not being a loser? I have bought some good paddles, some good quality ping pong balls and I still being defeated so badly. Well, I think the problem is my ping pong skill not good as the other people. I should have spent more time to training my ping pong skill.


I never thought about what is my hobbies during my spare times. Now I do really know that I want to be expert on photography and Ping Pong.

New Year Resolutions

I never set any new year resolutions to myself seriously. I started thinking of what I really want to do for 2008. Planning ahead for a year might be too far for some people but to me this is not. I do remind myself that life is too short and time flies everyday, I really do want to have something extraordinary to my daily life. A little surprise or achievement might help to light up my day.

Here is the list I came up for the things I want to accomplish in year 2008.

• Get a home sweet home for my other significant and myself
• Get a nice car
• Having our first baby to start my own family
• Stay healthy - nothing could buy healthy, so you have to really take good care of yourself.
• Losing 20 lbs - this is what I kept saying but always failed. I do need to be more determined.
• Go to gym 3 times a week
• Saving money - stop spendthrift.
• Earning more money
• A trip to Europe

I know that I have so many hopes in the list and people might think it could not be able to accomplished all of them in the year end. Well, as long as there is a little hope I will still hope for that. Let's see how is coming to the year end.

Happy 2008 !